man, im so obsessed with the micheal 'bubble' song now.

i just wanna stop...and thank you baby. how sweet it is to be loved by you. o yeah

its like the greatest jazz song.

man, today, i did some serious sitting down and thinking. i wrote like 8 sides of A4 (4 sheets of paper) about everything i was thinking about. i wrote so much about everything. there were pictures and designs on the paper...and basically everything i was thinking about. i guess you could call it art?

i finally got everything out of my system, and well i feel so fresh. almost like a new man. i can talk about anything to anyone now really, cause i feel like ive told everything to everyone already, but instead, i told it to myself. on a sheet of paper. i need to do this often, like write down everything. its the best therapy.

today was ok, nott too shabby...although i missed my first duty as head prefect..haha, ms woo must be thinking..'what the hell'. i cant belive i missed it man. but it was all good, i went to see her at break and cleared up everything. she showed me the list of the upcoming prefects and well lets just say, fuckesh might have a chance. haha. i honestly cant belive it man. but he'sll be a good prefect.

we had a change of drama teacher which is so gay. no more ms ball, now we have ms lewis. her record is quite impressive you know. she worked at BBC for the theatre section, worked in argentina, wales and a whole lotta other countries, and shes been teaching for 12 years. so thats a hell lotta experience.

tuesday though, has the worst timetable. it starts of good. drama. then its, ENGLISH, SCIENCE and MATHS. jesus christ. 5 hours of non stop boredom.

after school ther was football practice, and i havent done any stamina training in a while, so i was fucking tired after like 1 hour. although i out muscled the seniors and all. haha, i felt so dominant. this short guy pushing over a 17 year old. muahah.

after footy managed to hitch a ride from adzim, and go to bukit kiara. where yes, i did more weights. after, i took the longest shower ever, i think like 25 mins. record for me...then when i finished i remembered my art project was due tommorow.

so i had to go out and take photos of random people like the security guards and people in the gym..it was soo funny. their reactions to the question 'do u mind if i take a photo of you' varied though. i got several yes's but also several 'no, i dont think i look good' or 'no thanks'. i dont get why they say ,no thanks. thats stupid. think about it. im not doing you a favour. its for my project, i should say thanks.

well. i got home and then had to go get the photos printed. took a cab to telawi and got the photos printed in an hour. during that out i walked accross the road to bangsar village and walked around for a while. the music store there is damm nice. they have like every album i asked for. but i didnt buy any..haha, although they were interested in my kinda music.

then came home and now really. its been a productive day. johan just sent me the chorus for the song so im gonna put it together and its gonna be awesome

My body is feeling empty,
It does not have a life,
I wished for it to be happy,
And not cause any strife.

My soul is feeling empty,
Nobody to lift me high,
For it needs a friend who is worthy,
A friend that wouldn’t make me sigh.

gonna go sleep now. i gota make a fucking speech tommorow. the gayness. keep on reading