i just realised how much my studies mean to me. my mum gave me a long talk in the car explaining, that if i dont do well in my O level's..well then im screweed. i have to go back to singapore an study in the messed up junior college. i tell u, ill die. ill have to take math and chemistry and all the messed subjects. ill die.

please lord. help me do well in my o levels.

i just startd my history homework and well...i have alot of studying to catch up on. its not funny.

i searched for some good a level colleges in england and i found tonbridge. i think thats my best option. my number 1. they give the 4 subjects i wanna take...(art, history, goverment politics and theatre studies) and give full boarding and everything. i think thats the best one. AHHH. i have to do well..its not even funny. o well. gonna go do somemore work now. ill post something funny later. i owe it to myself