august 23rd. a day of remeberence. today, i broke up with aneesha. o the shame.
i thought it was going soo well man, but apparently, distance is an issue for her. this so sucks. i feel so shitty now. and now i cant do any work cause i can think about is her. its not fair. jesus christ. anyways, to top it off, what made it even more crappier, was right after 'we' decided to end it, we went into the car and, YOU AND ME by LIFEHOUSE came on...and then COLLIDE by howie day. omg. i swear. i was almost about to burst into tears, but i kept it together. then as soon as we got into astria mall or whatever its called, the lyrics to the song playing in the mall started of,'im sorry were thorugh...' :|. then came a micheal jackson song, about love. OMFG. i had not keep it together cause i didnt wanna show her i was sad. after that, i walked away from the store, and she came. and then she started crying. awww man.

then when i got home, i turned on MTV and Mariah carey - we belong together was on. how unfortnate. seoriusly.

anyhoot, i went out with riyana and her friend before i went over to aneeshas house. we went to italliens. come to think of it. everytime i eat in italienies, the realtionship between me and my girl always seems to take a wrong turn. like with miriam. we ate there before discovery week and then it ended. omg. its a cursed restaurant.

aneesha, i still love u.
but thats not gonna do anything now.

fuck. i feel shitty. call me, i need someone to talk to.